One month

It's been a month since I blogged. Where did the time go? I think myspace has cause me to slow down. Anyway, I can't wait for xmas break. For crying out loud, I'm ready. I need a reprieve from the crazies at school, the misconduct, the grouchiness, the brattiness, the tears, the screaming, and the slobber. On the real.

Man status stays the same. I hung out with Waterloo last weekend...spent the night and all. It was fun. We're supposed to hang out again this Thursday. The maestro still calls. We had a drink a few weeks ago, after Thanksgiving I think, but that's been it. We might have dinner with our respective kids tomorrow night. How quaint. I heard through the pipeline, El Toxico and his girlfriend broke up a week or two ago. And now he's trying to be buddies again with al maestra. Better her than me, I guess. It sucks to miss someone who doesn't treat me well. It makes me feel so flawed. Where's my self-respect? It's all tangled up with the affection and feelings of loss.

So, I'm spending Xmas with Babydaddy and family. Should be lovely as always. Too bad Babydaddy has to come (who I think just lost his job by the way). Good thing I've been working all those extra hours with tutoring and afterschool classes. Wouldn't want to actually spend it on myself...no, I'll just dump it into the hole that child support is supposed to fill. Asshole.

So, there you have it. My world keeps rolling along.