la piscina de assholes

I went swimming today with la amiga. I was intimidated and a little wary of even getting in the pool. So after laying out for awhile, I finally stood by a lane to wait for an opening. But it was taking a really long time. SO la amiga told me to get in her lane. I asked the man who was also in that lane and he said ok. I knew I was going really slow and told him he could pass me and that I was sorry I was so slow. The water was over my head so I was having a hard time keeping my pace because I suck at breathing. La amiga stopped and told me to keep my head up to help with breathing and the guy scolds us for talking and that we're being too slow. He was like, "come one, you guys can't keep doing this." Asshole. I was already feeling really stressed out about money, my broken car that was costing $350 to fix, my math class that was really hard to teach, and soccer camp that I'm worried about Offspring getting to without any hassle. That was it. I started crying and then I felt stupid. So I got out of the pool and laid out some more.

Tonight, we saw X-Men 3. I love superhero movies. Tomorrow I'm going to the lake with a teacher friend for her birthday. Aother friend's supposed to go with me, although she's sounding kind of flaky. Offspring and la amiga might come, too. Should be fun. And el tóxico's niece is coming on town on Saturday and I adore her. I need to have fun now because on Monday I think all my money will be gone and I will be stone cold broke until I figure out how to come up with more money. Boo.