I got nothin'

Nothing much is going on. I was really tired this weekend so I didn't got out at all. Friday night I hung out for a little while with Assy McGrabs Alot but mostly stayed home and read. Saturday was comprised of a boring soccer game and laying in bed all day. Saturday night I stopped by El Tóxico's house on my way to HEB to say hi (his phone had stoppped working and that seemed easier than trying to have a conversation on a jacked-up phone). We ended up drinking a bottle of wine and chatting but it was all very harmless. He's apparently seeing a new 22-year-old (we call her the myspace girl because that's how they started talking). The funny thing is, I'm not even bothered. He's stupid for dating these young girls but whatever. Better them than me. I'm in a mode with him where I say whatever I want. He's not loving it but who cares? It's much easier to be his friend when I can say when I think he's being shitty. This break has given me some distance to look at him impassively sometimes and think, "you're fucked up." It makes it easier to stay away. So whatever.

My mom arrives Tuesday night. I need to clean my house. I need about $200 more dollars to make it through the month. I might have to borrow it from her. What a pain to be broke. I shouldn't have paid all my bills. Thankfully, we get a huge paycheck at the end of this month!