Sunday afternoon

It's Sunday afternoon and I'm bored. I don't feel like going anywhere. I've already read, watched t.v., blah blah blah. I should go work out but I don't want to do that either.

Well, I changed my mind. I don't want to go out again with The Date. I need to stop trying to force myself to like him. Because I don't. So if he calls I'm going to blow him off...because I don't feel like even dealing with an explanation. Is that wrong? I don't care.

Houston was ok. It was a funeral so it's not like it was going to be fun, right? But it was nice to be with family (even if they're not technically my own). Babydaddy and I had good conversation about our Offspring and agreed on some things.

I just watched RENT and it was kind of boring. I had breakfast with a couple of guy friends this morning (no, not El Tóxico--a couple of his friends). So that was nice...a little male attention. Tonight I may hang out with a couple girls...watch some Sex and the City. Not too much to talk about...the more I think about El T, the surer I am that I don't ever want any kind of relationship with him again, other than being polite in group settings. I don't need "friends" like him and I'm surprisingly better off without him around...despite missing him. La Amiga is still going strong with the new boyfriend...it looks like this is going to go somewhere, at least for now.

I'm thinking about going to Mexico for only 2 weeks now, instead of a month. I may work most of the summer, now. The money is just TOO inviting. And I'll still have time for some vacations. We'll see.

In fact, I think I'll do some more internet-surfing on spanish schools...