No more bitterness...maybe

OK, my posts are waaaaay to bitter. My final New Year's Resolution is to LET SHIT GO. Remember I said that. Don't get me wrong. I still think some people suck...but so what? I need to focus on valuing the bad ass friends I have and not get so worked up about things I can't change.

Last night my friends and I went to the mb/grupo show at it was very fabulous. More fabulous because I had lots of margaritas, beers, and vodka...but I danced and danced and it was great. The friends I was with were exactly who I wanted to hang out so what more can you ask for? I danced with one guy I didn't know and he was cute...but I'm not impressed with that whole "since we're dancing I can rub all over you without knowing you" thing. OK, let's face it...I'm not impressed with anything. That's probably why I'm so single. At the end of the night I ended up in an mildly awkward situation with some folks and probably was a little too unfriendly with the friend I'm frustrated with...but fuck it. And I could've been nicer to another friend but I apologized to her...sometimes we take out our hurt on the wrong people, right?

My horoscope last week said I need to let go of the misconceptions that 1) I can help someone by diminishing myself and 2) I can benefit from the losses of other people. Sounds reasonable, no? I think that complements my plan to avoid certain people and stop hooking up with recently broken up guys. And to stop being such a hater. Hahaha.

I kind of miss my little critters...I'm looking forward to seeing them...especially my little chulo and my little thug. I'm sure they'll be uber-"challenging" after 2 weeks vacation but at least it'll keep me busy! And UT classes start mid-January. I'm ready for some distractions. Preferably in the form of a hot, funny, charming, highly entertaining, intelligent, super-into-me guy. What? It's not much to ask for.